>> Tuesday, November 22, 2011
I know that I can use a little positivity in my life today. I stepped on the scale and almost cried, to the point that I had to step on again and then again. 223. Up 6 pounds from last week. I don't know what to say, writing this just makes me angry, sad, hopeless. I don't know what to do anymore, I am trying and I am failing.