>> Wednesday, September 14, 2011
I am sorry that things had to end like this, but I cannot do this anymore. I am 31, my life is not getting any shorter, I am not getting any younger. I want a family, I want kids. I feel as though we are at a standstill, stagnant. For five years I have waited for things to progress, move forward and nothing has happened. I guess for the first time in years, I am ready for this to be over. I am done, I have had it , I am ready to move on. You know how I feel about you, about us. I am sorry that you do not see things the way I do, I really wish you did, but at the same time I know that you have your own issues to deal with. I wish you all the best in the future, I am just sorry that said future does not include me, but I do still love you, that will never change; how can it after all that we have been through together. At this point in my life I would rather be alone than waiting for things to progress. Thanks for teaching me so many things about love and life, hopefully I taught you a few things also.