>> Wednesday, November 14, 2012
I am in a bad place, a really bad place. I have zero motivation to do anything. All I do is go to work, come home, watch TV and go to bed. I don't want to blog, exercise or eat properly. Things are out of control and I do not know what to do. Today is day 14 of Hot Yoga Challenge and I have been about 8 times. I just don't care. I don't want to talk to my friends or family. I cannot be bothered to make groceries. I went for a trim on the weekend and she cut my hair unevenly. So I had to go to another hairdresser and get my hair cut to even it out. I was really trying to grow out my hair and now I am back to square one. I hate it, I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I know that it is only hair and eventually it will grow (who am I kidding, my natural hair grows as fast as molasses going up a hill in January).
I don't know what I need but I need something.