Happy New Year!

       *Crawls out from under rock*  I am alive!   It has been almost two months since I have written a post.  Thank you to those that checked up on me.  Life has been interesting on my end.  Let us just say that I stopped giving a f*&k about myself.  I stopped going to the gym (my iPod was stolen/lost and you know how it is with no music at the gym: IMPOSSIBLE). The good news is my friend gave mean iPod shuffle she wasn't using, so all I had to do was buy a charger that I am waiting on in the mail. I stopped blogging I ran little, but not much.  The reason for all this is not really known to me.  I think that I feel like a failure in life.  I have no man in my life,  I am lonely and fed up. I know that the only person that can fix this is me, but it seems that every time I try to do something about my situation it is a fail.  I tried online dating to no avail.  The only word I can use to describe the guys I met is RUDE. No manners at all. 

     Nevertheless, this is a new year and as per usual I am going to strive to be th best person that I can be.  I have signed up for another half marathon in May and I am convinced that I can beat my time of 2 hours and 30 minutes.  I am really going to try and blog more and put my best foot forward.  I am not going to lie it is really hard to shake a negative attitude once it has its grips on you, put I am going to try.

Wish me luck!